我的生活我的步伐

我们不需要取悦全部人
只需要在爱你的人眼里当最完美的人

2010年7月27日星期二

自信就是美!

谁不会为了做错事而耿耿于怀?
谁又不会因为做了好事而感到开心?

世界上应该没这种人吧

昨天的presentation
我真正的觉悟到
自信就是美
有自信你就归于胜利那一区

很遗憾
我是站在失败区

女人
好胜心总是很强
嫉妒心更能让人毛骨悚然


我 会妒忌 会好胜
这会让我变更强

肮脏手段______免谈




睡不醒! 今天星期二

2010年7月20日星期二

MY LIFE IN MMU~~

Knowledge is very important in our life. Without knowledge, people can’t do many things as well. To gain more knowledge, most of the people will graduate study in university or college. People go to university or college for all kinds of reasons, gain knowledge is one of the reason. Whatever the reason may be, almost everyone will have gone. The biggest adaptation I have had to make in my life was moving to MMU. After I come to here, I need adapt to a new environment, learn more friends, and gain the experience from university lifestyle.


After I stepped onto the grounds of Multimedia University, I began to realize that the atmosphere here is far from "throwing the damned homework behind!”. On the contrary, competition is so fierce that one has to work as hard as in high school. That was what my life was like as a freshman. But things began to change after a year. I felt that now I should have a different life, not the same one as in high school. The first day I come to MMU, I found that MMU is quite big and also contain many buildings. Each building has difference name, such as, FBL, FOSSE, ACR, CLC and etc. Other than this, the library contains of 3 floors, it was huge! I like this venue, because when I step into library, I can feel the air of air-con, it was cool! I register four subjects that is English, Business Mathematics, Principles of Economics and Accounting. So far, the entire subjects are familiar to me except Principles of Economics. I have no basic in this subject and it will be difficult to me. Until now, I can’t understand this subject. I will spend more time on this subject and hopefully I can understand it as soon as possible.


Friends act as an important role in our life. Live far away from family, friend acts like our family. Adapt to a new environment, we should know more friend in order to accompany us when we feel happy and sad. First day attended the class, I know a few friends. They are friendly and kind. MMU also got many international students .If have chance, I want chit chat with them and know more about their cultures, custom and habits. At here I got to meet many new people and make new friends. Everybody is in the same boat upon arrival at here; not too many people know each other, and usually they are very willing to strike up a conversation to get to know someone new. All of these will help me adapt to different situations for the rest of my life. By doing the assignment, we need at least 4 people in one group. From this situation, we can know more and more friends and we need cooperate with other.


Needless to say, come to MMU, this was something like I had never experienced before. Generally, University classes aren't that much more difficult than high school courses. The big difference is that in college I have to do all of my homework outside of class. And the homework will be discuss when the tutorial class. I have to take it upon myself to get to the library if needed or ask the necessary questions. Another big difference between high school academics and university academics is the importance of the test. At here we must be independent because lecturer won’t scold us if we didn’t do the homework. Since we are paid and study at here, we should more diligent and keep doing the revision. Besides that, do the revision before enter the class is very important. At here, the speed of teaching just likes the roller coaster and we need paid 100% concentration when lecturer class.


In a nutshell, I’m proud to be one of the students in MMU. MMU has recently been selected as the best private university in Malaysia, once again proved MMU perfect educational system. I will concentrate in studying so as not to disappoint the expectations of parents and also for my future.

2010年7月17日星期六

离开你

我懂 我都懂
我了解 我晓得


来来往往的情侣只让我感觉心里酸酸,
我想你.. 但我决定不再奢望你对我做任何事,
只让自己静静的想你 ,
决不能找你!
不想得到你的同情。

我学会了压抑情绪控制眼泪

踩着有过我俩回忆的地方,
会自然的想起你。
想起之前我们幸福的样子,
只允许眼泪在眼眶里打转,
绝对不允许它掉下来。

我伪装,
在朋友面前的我还是嘻嘻哈哈,
讨厌单独的时候,
我没办法让自己不想你,
心痛得要命!!


你不知道,
我真的是在想你。
你只知道,
我不爱你..

我只是不善于表达,
不代表我什么都不在乎
但这些都没用了。

人生中最美的就是遗憾,
因为保留著当初那份完美。



人。
会越长越大。
要懂得看这个世界。
这个世界并不简单,
它很狡猾,现实。

出了社会,
要学会注重形象,
打扮也很重要,
形象是要用钱买的,
一点一滴,
会看见我的改变。


我想你时,
你是不是在想我?
还是你在想着你的她。



2010年7月12日星期一

爱 就是这样~

有一个人 真的令我很恨
可是仔细一想 我恨他什么
恨他不爱我么 不在乎我么
那比恨自己还要 更痛苦
因为是我爱上了他


有一个人 我是那么的舍不得
可是他却一点都不在乎

有一个人 离开他的时候我笑了
但是一转身
早已泪流满面

有一个人 好想大声告诉他
我很后悔爱上了你
因为我发现 我是真的爱上你了

但是 他不爱我了 这就是40

血淋淋的真相 搞得我没得选择 只能接受

那个本来因为拥有了你 很幸福很骄傲的我去了哪里?

大哭一场 允许自己再大哭一

以后 再也不会期待

不会看他 在不在线
不会期待 他来看我
不会渴望 他来关心我

我那么那么的爱你
一 点都不遗憾
值不值得 都不要紧
重要的是 我爱上你了




你很成功的让 我爱上了你
我好想好想把记忆给删了
如果有得选择
我只想和你当朋 友







2010年7月10日星期六

变了~~

女人不吵了 不鬧了 不叫了 就是真的不愛了

女人說要離開 是傷心了 是你讓他失望了.....

不够稳定的爱情
会长久么
几乎一个月才能见一次面
这种爱情
是我们想要的么??
是我们能够维持的么??

即使你不爱了
我也不想放手

因为我爱的是你

今天发现
我们之间的感情
真的不同了

我不喜欢这样
这并不是我想要的!!

虽然没很刻意的表现出来
可是那些小动作
我都很在乎

i wonder....

我很担心

女人明知道你們之間沒有未來
卻情願留在你身邊做個普通朋友
不是她太賤
只是她舍不得


请别在我爱上你时
狠狠地把我给甩了
我无法面对这现实!!